ghaaaaaaad! i'm about to go crazy! i don't know whether to be happy, sad or infuriated.. :( Seriously! why am i reacting like this? it was just a stupid thing you STUPID! sigh but that stupid thing was from a stupid someone on a stupid day for a stupid reason.. sheesh (now go replace those 'stupids' w/ proper adjectives and it'd make more sense).. Gaaaaaaaaaah!
seriously though. i wouldn't be like this if it was something else i saw, i actually liked looking at em.. Wimpy talking to herself: "and you would've made it if you hadn't gone back to laugh about something and ended up seeing something else!!!! why'd you have to be so stupid! stupid wimp!".. *sighs*
much as i'd like to believe that what i saw didn't mean anything (w/c it probably really didn't) and chances that it did is about 1 out of 10. i can't help but hang on to that 1.. ok so this just proves that i really am stupid! haha
okay. MINDSET dear wimpy! don't lose track of what you already achieved! you've come a long way to waste it all on something that probably meant nothing.. whew! i just needed to let this all out.. i'll be okay and back to my wimpy self tomorrow.. ^^,
[this is a really messy post.. LoL]
arrivaderci
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