Back to Square One?

heeeeeeell no! i will NOT allow myself to go back to the wreck i was then.. get a hold of yourself Wimpy.. PLEASE.. phew 

ok, so i know i've moved on. and i HAVE! but when you've had a certain something for a certain "some...thing"? (in denial mode.. naaaah just protecting myself. hurrr) ;) you can't help but care for whatever developments that "thing" has.. Right? YES! *sighs* so partly i'm happy that the "thing" has another . . thing to think about.. but when you've invested so much on something, and you see that something find another thing. you REALLY can't help but feel a sting somewhere in you.. *sigh* BUT I'M HAPPY.. i really am! ;) there! i said it! heeee

now to wait for another "SOMETHING" to pick up the broken pieces and put them back together.. ^^, where's you my dear "something"? hahaha

PS: this post should be titled "a whole lot of 'somethings'.." BAHAHA

till then

Arrivaderci my sweets ;)