Last Bit Of Patience

GAAAH!seriously nauubos na pasensya ko sa inyo!! ang kitid nang mga utak ninyo! i am seriously on the deep end! i've tried to be understanding and even backed off sa situation kay alam ko how you feel and i know that it's normal to feel that way. but get real! i mean What The FUUUUDGE! i am minding my own freakin business here! ewan ko lang kung sadyang nag papa blind lang talaga kayo, but i happen to be doing things for You're benefit!

you people act like i committed a federal crime what with the way you react. i know what you guys think is happening. and this is where the "Kitid nang Utak" part comes in. i mean you people believe the things you think is happening or what you believe is going on is what actually is, but reality check?! and this time try - and i mean seriously really try to consider that you guys are wrong maybe?

what you people are accusing me of, i know is wrong. and i know for a fact that i absolutely will not have anything to do with such acts. di naman kasi ako tanga to get myself involved in such a mess.

WAG KASI KAYO AGAD2x mag jump to conclusions. get to know the person first. it may pain you to do so but it helps.. and if the said person who according to you people are "ruining your lives" is TRYING to make things right by showing you in many ways that what your thinking is wrong. wag kayong ma pride. go for it. KILALANIN nyo muna. if na confirm nyo then go! patuloy nyo loathing the person. pero pag nakita nyo naman na hindi. GIVE THE PERSON A FREAKIN BREAK!

grabe na ang pag expand to sa pasensya ko bah. it's just frustrating knowing that your being accused of something that you know your 100% innocent. di ko rin naman kasi kasalanan if i'm like this. ganito talaga ako by nature! ask everyone, please! i beg of you. haha kahit sino who really knows me would know that what i do and how i act goes with every other person i consider a friend.

*sigh* kapoy kaayo mag vent knowing it wouldn't change anything. the usual crying session and more venting would help..

OH, and just so you people know? just so you are aware? i STILL don't have any hard feelings towards you. i just hope you learn to understand and accept the fact that no foul is done. just mis-interpreted actions. my conscience is CLEAN.. 

My ♥

*sob* *sob* *sob*

My  ❥ is breaking!

*sob* *sob* *sob*

forgive thy Wimpy for having an EMO moment. (more than the usual atleast)

i just can't  . . it's just that . . aw screw this!

hahaha

this is one senseless post i have here.

again.. i apologize.. lol

*sob* *sob* *sob*

*sob* *sob* *sob*

Arrivaderci

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Harry Potter 7 (part 1)

1st day of the HP premiere and me and Rougie were there to watch part 1 of the last HP phenomenon. hindi gaanong obvious na HP fans eh noh? :)) enihu!

the movie was great, for me at least. you would not be able to take your eyes off the screen! from the beginning of the movie you'd really see that it's action packed. seriously. about a few minutes into it and you'd feel the need to catch your breath, to hold on to something and to scream. its funny really, not the film but our reactions, we'd (especially me) both share startled shrieks, look at each other then laugh!.. earlier i thought they overdid the 'element-of-surprise' a bit, but now that i remember how much i enjoyed it, i'd say it was just the right amount of 'shockers' ;))

as expected, having He-who-must-not-be-named back, it was very very DARK. by the time you get to the middle part of the movie you'd be at the edge of your seats. i was in awe at how perfectly everything has been done and portrayed. from the ah-ma-zing effects, to how well played the characters were, how apparent it was that the cast were at the 'top-of-their-game' and not to mention of course the story. 

ooooh! and Dobby's appearance and inclusion made a huge difference on the film. there were a lot of dobby moments that just had to be treasured.. TOPS: 1. dobby hanging on & unscrewing the chandelier to save Hermione, "trying" not to kill Bellatrix but only to injure her really badly. lol (something like that ;P) 2. his VERY sad death *sob*. i could not help but cry (i mean really cried) during this part! esp. when Harry was cradling him in his arms while dobby said that he's happy that during his last moments he was surrounded by his friends. *sob* T_T

just as the 'ending' scene was showing, i was already thinking. . 

"I CANNOT WAIT FOR DEATHLY HALLOWS (part 2)!!"

phew till now i still have scenes of the movie on my mind! i definitely have to watch this again.. :))

AswangZ

hey guys! felt like blogging another 'start-of-the-sem' entry, only this time imma include pictures.. teehee of course the start of the sem would be a new beginning or more like a new batch of craziness by the Aswangs: Barbie, Rougie, Dara, Aubrey, Apple (and the always missing April) :))

for a flashback of the previous hang-outs nang 'wangz, check out our pixies! (take note, we had a total of 2 albums on FB dedicated to the wangz pics and both are full. ^_^) here's the linky ->

• ASWANG's (1) •

• ASWANG's (2) •

so we had a pixie trip earlier and here it eeeez.. haha Warning: the ff. images you are about to see may make you think we're crazy! haha but no biggie! haha cuz we AAARE!! LOLz 

(PIXIES BELOW L-R:Rougie, Me & Dara)

(Smallest Eyes)

(Tongue Trip)

(Piggy Nose)

(Penny for your Thoughts)

(Donations Anyone?)

(Biggest Eyes)

i missed these guys soo muchie! ;))

more updates on the dudettes soon! haha by the way, some are missing.. huuuu next A'wang dedicated entry hopefully we'd be complete.. :)

Arrivaderci

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Sign? :( please be safe

lets talk about intuition shall we? so what exactly is intuition?

Intuition is a feeling, hunch, idea, foreboding, foreknowledge, forewarning, premonition, notion, suspicion, qualm, gut reaction, perception, etc. others think of it as a second-sight/sixth sense.

to make it clearer, its that sudden feeling of agitation, anxiety, nervousness, suspicion, unease, discomfort, uncertainty and all that. its that feeling in your gut, sort of like the butterfly in your stomach kind of feeling only 10x worse.

yes, i know at some point in your life you've felt that, we all have. now i don't know about you guys but i HATE having those 'gut feelings'. seriously! i hate them. why? cause usually about 9.5:10 of the time after i get them something bad happens after. whether it be a minor problem or a huge news, but its usually bad. :((

i'm telling you all this cause for a while now I've been having these intuitions (and not the few days 'while', but more like the months kind of while, (2) to be exact, and running three it seems). now, you might be thinking 'hey! thats a long time and nothing has happened yet right? so it's probably nothing. CHILL'. i know, cause sometimes i force myself to think that too. and true that it prolly might be nothing. but i just can't help but think that this may really be something. *sighs* why?

cause i'm having these 'intuitions'/gut feeling's now.. as we speak i am having a hard time breathing. thats how bad it is now, it's gotten real bad that i'm trembling.. HUHUHU :(( what could this be? oh God!.. i may sound crazy but Dear God, please keep my family, friends, and everyone i care for SAFE. PLEASE *sob* :(( GUYS, Please keep safe! Please!! sheeeeesh

i have to take a breather so this'll be it. again. be safe. :(

another thing to cross out from my bucket list yip yip! :))

* Plant a Tree

yeehaw! yeap, i'll be leaving for Cotabato tomorrow to go Tree Planting! a couple of birds w/ one stone huh! hell yeah! i'll be doing something from my Bucket List, Roadtrip (w/ allowance), Exercise (yeah this could be counted! ^^,), Meeting new people, PLUS, i'll be helping ze environment! WAY TO GO WIMPY! hahaha

we'll be leaving 5am tomorrow.. ^^, so i prolly won't be sleeping. BAHAHA! anyone willing to keep my company? teehee update you guys tomorrow w/ peeechures! YAY! haha can't wait! giddy.giddy.giddy

till then ^^