You Crossed It

a person can only take so much emotion in such a short period of time.. too much of it and you get suffocated. i am right, right? or is it just me? sheesh thats the problem though, sometimes when someone feels good about something they assume that the other person feels the same way. and because they ASSUMED, they say something that means something else to the other person, and it's either they work it out or THEY DON'T. and usually in these cases things change between them. other times both of them feel something and it would either be that both would just keep it to themselves, or one steps up and they are happy. either way, THERE WOULD ALWAYS BE CHANGE.

my point here is, the one who steps up/makes a move or whatever. the fact that they took the risk knowing that it could either make or break what they had before. they should be ready to accept whatever the consequences are.. but NEVER make the other person feel like sh*t because they didn't return/accept whatever it was you were offering.

and if that other person gives you a leeway to make things right again, try to feel if they want to bring back/talk about what happened, and again NEVER take it against them if they treat you differently. why? because it was your doing in the first place, not theirs. i mean really, why bring that person down and make them feel bad just because they changed after? sheeesh

remember, simple words you say could CHANGE EVERYTHING..

Back to Square One?

heeeeeeell no! i will NOT allow myself to go back to the wreck i was then.. get a hold of yourself Wimpy.. PLEASE.. phew 

ok, so i know i've moved on. and i HAVE! but when you've had a certain something for a certain "some...thing"? (in denial mode.. naaaah just protecting myself. hurrr) ;) you can't help but care for whatever developments that "thing" has.. Right? YES! *sighs* so partly i'm happy that the "thing" has another . . thing to think about.. but when you've invested so much on something, and you see that something find another thing. you REALLY can't help but feel a sting somewhere in you.. *sigh* BUT I'M HAPPY.. i really am! ;) there! i said it! heeee

now to wait for another "SOMETHING" to pick up the broken pieces and put them back together.. ^^, where's you my dear "something"? hahaha

PS: this post should be titled "a whole lot of 'somethings'.." BAHAHA

till then

Arrivaderci my sweets ;)

A Whole Lot of Stupids!

ghaaaaaaad! i'm about to go crazy! i don't know whether to be happy, sad or infuriated.. :( Seriously! why am i reacting like this? it was just a stupid thing you STUPID! sigh but that stupid thing was from a stupid someone on a stupid day for a stupid reason.. sheesh (now go replace those 'stupids' w/ proper adjectives and it'd make more sense).. Gaaaaaaaaaah!

seriously though. i wouldn't be like this if it was something else i saw, i actually liked looking at em.. Wimpy talking to herself: "and you would've made it if you hadn't gone back to laugh about something and ended up seeing something else!!!! why'd you have to be so stupid! stupid wimp!".. *sighs*

much as i'd like to believe that what i saw didn't mean anything (w/c it probably really didn't) and chances that it did is about 1 out of 10. i can't help but hang on to that 1.. ok so this just proves that i really am stupid! haha

okay. MINDSET dear wimpy! don't lose track of what you already achieved! you've come a long way to waste it all on something that probably meant nothing.. whew! i just needed to let this all out.. i'll be okay and back to my wimpy self tomorrow.. ^^, 

[this is a really messy post.. LoL]

arrivaderci

^^,

Coincidence? .. just timing .. ^^,

HEY! heee so, a few seconds ago i started feeling frustrated.. why you ask? well, i have an entry in my Wimpy Kid journal (not this one ^^, the book.)

(here it is.. ^^, mom bought one for me on christmas hee thankie!)

enihu! i started an entry about something. problem now is i don't know how to end it.. maybe coz i don't/wouldn't want the thought on that entry to end.. cause for some unknown reason i feel that if i finish it, writing down the POSSIBLE ending/s of that entry it would mean confirming the thought..

*sighs* ang gulo! i know! i guess for now i'll just skip it, or better yet end it w/ {. . .} yes? this way anything can be substituted to it.. heeee i just solved my own dilemma.. way to go Wimp! haha


PS. explaining the title, while i was about to make this post the song that played was Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney.. so why coincidence? read the lyrics.. haha!

till then

arrivederci!

^^,

Don't Wanna Kiss You Goodnight Zzz

Time check: (3:54am) 0.o

amazed at how random yet very significant were the thoughts that entered my head tonight.. and i do mean thoughtS! not only was i able to put in 3 blogs (2 of which i'm going to post tomorrow/later this day), and 2 entries on my journal. but also had a couple of status updates that were considered "type/post" worthy.. not bad for one sitting/laying on my tummy blogging session eh? haha

sad to say though that most of these entry-worthy thoughts are directed to a certain subject (the "subject" could be a friend, a family member, a guy or a .. DOG even.. you decide). the weird thing about this though is that while i was pouring out my thoughts into writing not once did i think that it was because of a certain "subject". it was only when i re-read all of what i had put down did i realize that it was for " ". ??..??..??

what does this mean though? i mean really, cause the more i think about it. what the thoughts on my posts are trying to imply and how posting about ". . ." made things look, seems to contradict each-other.. 

Gaaah.. whatever! i'm gon' have to figure this out tomorrow cause FINALLY i'm feeling the presence of Mr. Sandman, and me is welcoming him verry muchie.. hope this clears up soon. ^^.

Happy Shut-eye to me.. to you as well. ^^,

hugzies 

Early warning for cheeziness ;P

haha why this post? well, i know that i'll be posting alot. and in my early posts it was all about 'normal' random stuff. well thats coz i haven't had the chance to post my 'usuals', and these are mainly all bout emotional stuff, you know, anger, pain, resentment, joy, glee and all those.. but often times i write about "love". YES, you heard right L.O.V.E, i'm a sucker for love! LOOOOOVE.. don't you just love how it sounds? Looooooove! :D 

BAHAHAHA yeah yeah i know. what can i say? i'm a hopeless romantic.. *sighs* haha 

so, yeah.. i just wanted ya'll to know..

^^,

DUDE! ;D

can't wait for tomorrow.. haha me and Rougie, who's equally as weird as me, decided on a dare to come to school tomorrow looking like a .. well .. DUDE! hahah thoooper excited! i cannot picture myself dressed as a guy.. haha we'll update you on how it goes.. (w/ Pictures!) hahaha

Till then

*kisses*

Barbie