My ♥

*sob* *sob* *sob*

My  ❥ is breaking!

*sob* *sob* *sob*

forgive thy Wimpy for having an EMO moment. (more than the usual atleast)

i just can't  . . it's just that . . aw screw this!

hahaha

this is one senseless post i have here.

again.. i apologize.. lol

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Medley

A Peek of the Music that i love to listen to

Harry Potter 7 (part 1)

1st day of the HP premiere and me and Rougie were there to watch part 1 of the last HP phenomenon. hindi gaanong obvious na HP fans eh noh? :)) enihu!

the movie was great, for me at least. you would not be able to take your eyes off the screen! from the beginning of the movie you'd really see that it's action packed. seriously. about a few minutes into it and you'd feel the need to catch your breath, to hold on to something and to scream. its funny really, not the film but our reactions, we'd (especially me) both share startled shrieks, look at each other then laugh!.. earlier i thought they overdid the 'element-of-surprise' a bit, but now that i remember how much i enjoyed it, i'd say it was just the right amount of 'shockers' ;))

as expected, having He-who-must-not-be-named back, it was very very DARK. by the time you get to the middle part of the movie you'd be at the edge of your seats. i was in awe at how perfectly everything has been done and portrayed. from the ah-ma-zing effects, to how well played the characters were, how apparent it was that the cast were at the 'top-of-their-game' and not to mention of course the story. 

ooooh! and Dobby's appearance and inclusion made a huge difference on the film. there were a lot of dobby moments that just had to be treasured.. TOPS: 1. dobby hanging on & unscrewing the chandelier to save Hermione, "trying" not to kill Bellatrix but only to injure her really badly. lol (something like that ;P) 2. his VERY sad death *sob*. i could not help but cry (i mean really cried) during this part! esp. when Harry was cradling him in his arms while dobby said that he's happy that during his last moments he was surrounded by his friends. *sob* T_T

just as the 'ending' scene was showing, i was already thinking. . 

"I CANNOT WAIT FOR DEATHLY HALLOWS (part 2)!!"

phew till now i still have scenes of the movie on my mind! i definitely have to watch this again.. :))

Cuckoo 0.o

oh me oh my! what is uuuup my luvies? :)) i am feeling a strong sense of ambivalence right now and it is driving me up the wall! at one point i'm suddenly all fluttery and happy inside and i'm fiery and convulsed the next.. it's like i want to kiss and hug and cuddle someone but also punch and kick and slap someone as well! gaaaah! sheesh i absolutely cannot stay still! teehee talk about going crazy huh. and if i don't get to vent on someone or something right now i'm going to freak!

phew! it helps being able to write about it though. at least i'm blowing some of this steam off. baahaa! yeah right, like writing about it is enough! ooooh blowing off this kind of steam is like that of a 'steam train', picture if you will! hahaha okay wimpy, enough of the crazy! breath, chill, relax YOU CRAZY!

sounding more and more like a demented nut huh? haha enuf! this post is as berserk as the one writing it! haha will post a new entry of recent updates on wacko. hmmmm  Wimpy the Wacko has a nice ring to it eh?! LoL

School Hymns

while i was doing the laundry i caught myself humming a certain tune, at first i thought it was just a song i heard, moments after i realized that it was the school hymn from my previous school. snippets of flashbacks suddenly played through my mind like a slideshow! hahaha i loved it! here are the said school anthems. teehee

The Greentree School

We are a family chosen by God

To be the light for this generation

We have a mission founded in faith

To build a strong foundation for eternity

ref:

Through education

We help grow a life

Through our lives we can share His love

chorus:

Born in prayer and vision

One in spirit building in life

Pursuing excellence

and Godly character

Greentree school is melody of faith and sacrifice

We are a family chosen by God

Bearer of truth and life

We have a mission founded in faith

To build a strong foundation for eternity

Rep Ref

Born in prayer and vision

One in spirit building in life

Pursuing excellence

and Godly character

Greentree school is melody of

love of country and of God

hahaha! i love it! i suddenly remembered how crazy i was in this school, i went from being fresh meat to miss popular to an outcast to a rebel then finally just a normal student. ;)) i super miss my HS days! :)) 

Others before Myself

earlier i was asked --

What is Happiness for You?

this is a no-brainer! seriously, w/o second thoughts i answered: when i see everyone around me truly happy then thats when I'M happy! no really, this ain't some char. when i see the people i love and care for happy? (and not just happy on the outside, i mean really truly experiencing genuine happiness? THAT's when i can say that i'll be happy..

*sighs*

Weak

hala oie, gina kapoy man pud diay ko noh? not physically . . i mean . . Gah, i dunno, basta gi kapoy ko w/ something. huuur wala lang jud koy kusog to do it, mind setting lang man unta ang kaylangan. sheeeesh and here i'm thinking how badly i needed a break, how badly i needed to get through this, coz' ya know why? If I don't? i'm gonna break! i'm a the point where i feel like just one more of whatever it is that's bugging me and i'll crack! seriously. i've said this a lot! i keep saying this so much that i'm starting to lose count.. and EVERY SINGLE TIME i tell myself to do it, a freakin' 'force' happens/comes and i go back to square one. yeap, Square One! not a few steps back, noooooo. it's always freakin Square one!!!!!

come to think of it, now that i recall just how often i say what i say and try to do what i've been meaning to do, and just end up not doing it? it frustrates me! i mean i feel that i can do this, i really REALLY want to do this, i NEED to do this (for my own freakin sake), i just don't know if i CAN. i don't get how weak i've become, i don't know when i started going feeble. i mean this should be easy! no really, it should, no, scratch that . it IS! but why can't i? why do i fail myself because of one teeny little factor?

i think i need to read my journal again. try to refresh my thoughts on the subject, maybe i'll be able to get some insights, maybe i'll be enlightened, maybe i'll get the answers there. ok, it's settled, i have a date with my wimpy when i get home.

enough with all this drama. all this thinking is getting my head screwed up. ok, stoic mode. *breathes and closes eyes, phew* (Barbie w/ a smile plastered on her face) ^__^

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