Last Bit Of Patience

GAAAH!seriously nauubos na pasensya ko sa inyo!! ang kitid nang mga utak ninyo! i am seriously on the deep end! i've tried to be understanding and even backed off sa situation kay alam ko how you feel and i know that it's normal to feel that way. but get real! i mean What The FUUUUDGE! i am minding my own freakin business here! ewan ko lang kung sadyang nag papa blind lang talaga kayo, but i happen to be doing things for You're benefit!

you people act like i committed a federal crime what with the way you react. i know what you guys think is happening. and this is where the "Kitid nang Utak" part comes in. i mean you people believe the things you think is happening or what you believe is going on is what actually is, but reality check?! and this time try - and i mean seriously really try to consider that you guys are wrong maybe?

what you people are accusing me of, i know is wrong. and i know for a fact that i absolutely will not have anything to do with such acts. di naman kasi ako tanga to get myself involved in such a mess.

WAG KASI KAYO AGAD2x mag jump to conclusions. get to know the person first. it may pain you to do so but it helps.. and if the said person who according to you people are "ruining your lives" is TRYING to make things right by showing you in many ways that what your thinking is wrong. wag kayong ma pride. go for it. KILALANIN nyo muna. if na confirm nyo then go! patuloy nyo loathing the person. pero pag nakita nyo naman na hindi. GIVE THE PERSON A FREAKIN BREAK!

grabe na ang pag expand to sa pasensya ko bah. it's just frustrating knowing that your being accused of something that you know your 100% innocent. di ko rin naman kasi kasalanan if i'm like this. ganito talaga ako by nature! ask everyone, please! i beg of you. haha kahit sino who really knows me would know that what i do and how i act goes with every other person i consider a friend.

*sigh* kapoy kaayo mag vent knowing it wouldn't change anything. the usual crying session and more venting would help..

OH, and just so you people know? just so you are aware? i STILL don't have any hard feelings towards you. i just hope you learn to understand and accept the fact that no foul is done. just mis-interpreted actions. my conscience is CLEAN.. 

5-Day Vay-cay! :|

Hey2x! update mode! :)


so we were given a very DE-LISH-OUS 5-day vacation from school. so from sat-wed we were school free! heaven knows what the others were up to. as for me however, i made the most out of those 5 days! i have a feeling others took the 5-days as a chance to catch up on their Zzz's :) planned on doing the same BUT as expected had more important things to take care of (at kung makapag-salita parang kung ano talaga ka importante ang ginawa eh noh?) haha so to start off the recap.


DAY-1 Saturday (11.27.10)


revived the 'home-buddy' in me. really gave myself time to chillax. nothing really exciting happened this day. just did my usuals pag nasa bahay lang ako. Read, Net, bond w/ pangkin, Eat, OOh! and used my dearest Guitar again! (though kulang nang string ang baby ko, i made do. :) i really missed it. and HEY! found out i could still play.. haha Yay me)


DAY-2 Sunday (11.28.10)


my sunday was more uneventful than that of my saturday. did basically the same stuff as the day before. Oh, and BTW, had no sleep on these days.. and why you may ask? blame it on HIMYM (How I Met Your Mother) - if for some demented reason you don't know what that is. well, it's only one of the awesome-est sitcom there is! hahaha yeah. so every night is my HIMYM night. started Season 3 on day 1 of my Vay-cay day.. :)


DAY-3 Monday (11.29.10)


*eerie music starts*


haha the start of Rougie's Invasion of Ramona! (a.k.a my house) the dude was surprisingly early sa bahay. and as expected, she felt right at home. haha so majority of the time she was there, we practiced songs to play on our upcoming "Gig" trip. LOL we practiced this one song that made my fingers practically CRY! seriously! we took such a long time learning and perfecting it that my fingers throbbed! and the deathly finger killing song? Butterfly by Jason Mraz. hahah YEAP! when we finally got the whole song in just one take, all the other songs seemed like a snitch!


other songs played: Bad Romance, Head Over Feet, Kiss Me, etc. fergot the rest.. haha


DAY-4 Tuesday (11.30.10)


Day 2 of rougie's invasion sa bahay as well!
went swimming again with the Rouge-ster! haha and we had a plus 1 sa swim trip this time. twaz one of the rangers Weggy. haha started being human fishies (who can't swim :P) at about 1-ish. went home about quarter to 9.. haha talk about SWIM huh?! it was really fun though, during the swim breaks mag Jam, then eat, then swim again. when we got home gutom sobra si Rougie so we ate. (weggy got the sniffles *sad*) then played Poker & chikicha. hahah that's bout it.. haha :)


DAY-5 Wednesday (12.1.10)


Ohh My Freeeeeaak! it's finally december 1! what the fudge?! it's the 1st official day of the start of the yuletide season and i don't feel the spirit of Christmas! not one bit?! this is sad! :((


Day 3 of rougies bahay invasion!
enihu, so the last day of the Vay-cay was more than interesting! teehee i get the giggles when i think about it! haha started when nagpaparinig ako kay ate about wanting to eat Sundae sa McDo hoping mag treat siya, it worked only she made us buy half a galon na Double Dutch & Rocky Road (specifics much? :D), enihu, so bumili kami then saw na may new frozen yogurt store that opened. we bought w/o realizing na short pala kami sa cash since we both did't bring our wallets. Stooopid much?! hehe so we were short on cash and had to borrow from Sir Alex (owner sa bar where i always hung-out.) ULAW MUCH? haha


FF. sa house. we got our wallets and got ready to go back sa bar to give back the money we borrowed. then decided to bring the guitar seeing na wala naman masyado tao dun.. thought we would stay and jam for a while, entertain the people na andun.. haha so nag jam na kami and there was this one costumer na mejo old na but still ok. :) he complimented us and talked tas of course knowing me and Rouge naki interact naman kami, it wasn't hard being nice to him. he sounded really sincere when he said "sana makita ko kayo playing dito soon ha? aabangan ko kayo" - something like that :P.. FF. to when we were about to go home. we asked for the bill and they said na it was taken care of na raw. and we were like by who? sabi it was manong kuya who paid for what we ordered! hahaha AWESOME HUH?!!? sad though na we weren't able to say thank you. had we known that he paid he would've gotten tons of thankies from us.. haha


after that we just bought sundae's.went home.tumambay sa room.nag tong-its then that was it! haha


So that's the summary of my 5-Day Vay-cay! not as exciting as the others may have had but it was good enough for me :))


Happy i finally have a 'happenings update' :D


till then
Arrivaderci
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My ♥

*sob* *sob* *sob*

My  ❥ is breaking!

*sob* *sob* *sob*

forgive thy Wimpy for having an EMO moment. (more than the usual atleast)

i just can't  . . it's just that . . aw screw this!

hahaha

this is one senseless post i have here.

again.. i apologize.. lol

*sob* *sob* *sob*

*sob* *sob* *sob*

Arrivaderci

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Harry Potter 7 (part 1)

1st day of the HP premiere and me and Rougie were there to watch part 1 of the last HP phenomenon. hindi gaanong obvious na HP fans eh noh? :)) enihu!

the movie was great, for me at least. you would not be able to take your eyes off the screen! from the beginning of the movie you'd really see that it's action packed. seriously. about a few minutes into it and you'd feel the need to catch your breath, to hold on to something and to scream. its funny really, not the film but our reactions, we'd (especially me) both share startled shrieks, look at each other then laugh!.. earlier i thought they overdid the 'element-of-surprise' a bit, but now that i remember how much i enjoyed it, i'd say it was just the right amount of 'shockers' ;))

as expected, having He-who-must-not-be-named back, it was very very DARK. by the time you get to the middle part of the movie you'd be at the edge of your seats. i was in awe at how perfectly everything has been done and portrayed. from the ah-ma-zing effects, to how well played the characters were, how apparent it was that the cast were at the 'top-of-their-game' and not to mention of course the story. 

ooooh! and Dobby's appearance and inclusion made a huge difference on the film. there were a lot of dobby moments that just had to be treasured.. TOPS: 1. dobby hanging on & unscrewing the chandelier to save Hermione, "trying" not to kill Bellatrix but only to injure her really badly. lol (something like that ;P) 2. his VERY sad death *sob*. i could not help but cry (i mean really cried) during this part! esp. when Harry was cradling him in his arms while dobby said that he's happy that during his last moments he was surrounded by his friends. *sob* T_T

just as the 'ending' scene was showing, i was already thinking. . 

"I CANNOT WAIT FOR DEATHLY HALLOWS (part 2)!!"

phew till now i still have scenes of the movie on my mind! i definitely have to watch this again.. :))

School Hymns

while i was doing the laundry i caught myself humming a certain tune, at first i thought it was just a song i heard, moments after i realized that it was the school hymn from my previous school. snippets of flashbacks suddenly played through my mind like a slideshow! hahaha i loved it! here are the said school anthems. teehee

The Greentree School

We are a family chosen by God

To be the light for this generation

We have a mission founded in faith

To build a strong foundation for eternity

ref:

Through education

We help grow a life

Through our lives we can share His love

chorus:

Born in prayer and vision

One in spirit building in life

Pursuing excellence

and Godly character

Greentree school is melody of faith and sacrifice

We are a family chosen by God

Bearer of truth and life

We have a mission founded in faith

To build a strong foundation for eternity

Rep Ref

Born in prayer and vision

One in spirit building in life

Pursuing excellence

and Godly character

Greentree school is melody of

love of country and of God

hahaha! i love it! i suddenly remembered how crazy i was in this school, i went from being fresh meat to miss popular to an outcast to a rebel then finally just a normal student. ;)) i super miss my HS days! :)) 

Weak

hala oie, gina kapoy man pud diay ko noh? not physically . . i mean . . Gah, i dunno, basta gi kapoy ko w/ something. huuur wala lang jud koy kusog to do it, mind setting lang man unta ang kaylangan. sheeeesh and here i'm thinking how badly i needed a break, how badly i needed to get through this, coz' ya know why? If I don't? i'm gonna break! i'm a the point where i feel like just one more of whatever it is that's bugging me and i'll crack! seriously. i've said this a lot! i keep saying this so much that i'm starting to lose count.. and EVERY SINGLE TIME i tell myself to do it, a freakin' 'force' happens/comes and i go back to square one. yeap, Square One! not a few steps back, noooooo. it's always freakin Square one!!!!!

come to think of it, now that i recall just how often i say what i say and try to do what i've been meaning to do, and just end up not doing it? it frustrates me! i mean i feel that i can do this, i really REALLY want to do this, i NEED to do this (for my own freakin sake), i just don't know if i CAN. i don't get how weak i've become, i don't know when i started going feeble. i mean this should be easy! no really, it should, no, scratch that . it IS! but why can't i? why do i fail myself because of one teeny little factor?

i think i need to read my journal again. try to refresh my thoughts on the subject, maybe i'll be able to get some insights, maybe i'll be enlightened, maybe i'll get the answers there. ok, it's settled, i have a date with my wimpy when i get home.

enough with all this drama. all this thinking is getting my head screwed up. ok, stoic mode. *breathes and closes eyes, phew* (Barbie w/ a smile plastered on her face) ^__^

Arrivaderci

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AswangZ

hey guys! felt like blogging another 'start-of-the-sem' entry, only this time imma include pictures.. teehee of course the start of the sem would be a new beginning or more like a new batch of craziness by the Aswangs: Barbie, Rougie, Dara, Aubrey, Apple (and the always missing April) :))

for a flashback of the previous hang-outs nang 'wangz, check out our pixies! (take note, we had a total of 2 albums on FB dedicated to the wangz pics and both are full. ^_^) here's the linky ->

• ASWANG's (1) •

• ASWANG's (2) •

so we had a pixie trip earlier and here it eeeez.. haha Warning: the ff. images you are about to see may make you think we're crazy! haha but no biggie! haha cuz we AAARE!! LOLz 

(PIXIES BELOW L-R:Rougie, Me & Dara)

(Smallest Eyes)

(Tongue Trip)

(Piggy Nose)

(Penny for your Thoughts)

(Donations Anyone?)

(Biggest Eyes)

i missed these guys soo muchie! ;))

more updates on the dudettes soon! haha by the way, some are missing.. huuuu next A'wang dedicated entry hopefully we'd be complete.. :)

Arrivaderci

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Sign? :( please be safe

lets talk about intuition shall we? so what exactly is intuition?

Intuition is a feeling, hunch, idea, foreboding, foreknowledge, forewarning, premonition, notion, suspicion, qualm, gut reaction, perception, etc. others think of it as a second-sight/sixth sense.

to make it clearer, its that sudden feeling of agitation, anxiety, nervousness, suspicion, unease, discomfort, uncertainty and all that. its that feeling in your gut, sort of like the butterfly in your stomach kind of feeling only 10x worse.

yes, i know at some point in your life you've felt that, we all have. now i don't know about you guys but i HATE having those 'gut feelings'. seriously! i hate them. why? cause usually about 9.5:10 of the time after i get them something bad happens after. whether it be a minor problem or a huge news, but its usually bad. :((

i'm telling you all this cause for a while now I've been having these intuitions (and not the few days 'while', but more like the months kind of while, (2) to be exact, and running three it seems). now, you might be thinking 'hey! thats a long time and nothing has happened yet right? so it's probably nothing. CHILL'. i know, cause sometimes i force myself to think that too. and true that it prolly might be nothing. but i just can't help but think that this may really be something. *sighs* why?

cause i'm having these 'intuitions'/gut feeling's now.. as we speak i am having a hard time breathing. thats how bad it is now, it's gotten real bad that i'm trembling.. HUHUHU :(( what could this be? oh God!.. i may sound crazy but Dear God, please keep my family, friends, and everyone i care for SAFE. PLEASE *sob* :(( GUYS, Please keep safe! Please!! sheeeeesh

i have to take a breather so this'll be it. again. be safe. :(

To Start Anew

it's the start of 2nd sem tomorrow and w/ that a new resolution has to be made. but unlike my previous resolutions that weren't taken seriously, this time i'm going to be religious about sticking w/ it. *fingers crossed* cyeah! i myself am quite skeptic that i'll be able to stick to this resolution to the very end of the sem. but let this post/entry serve as a promise to myself. if for any reason ze Wimp will be unable to fulfill thy promise. i will make up for it on another day. so what are the resolutions/promises i'm talking about? here goes :

• do not be late for class - since me haz a 7:30am sched! (does a silent prayer, is it too late to back out? LOL)
• do not be absent - unless the reason is valid a.k.a matter of life & death/unavoidable shitz.. i'm sick of having low grades just coz of my absences.. ;D
• wake up early - even on no class days. ^^, yes! why? bcuz of ze one below
• start a daily exercise routine - w/c includes jogging, sit-ups, swimming(atleast once a week), and any other routine that can be done daily.
• get my mobile diary back - huu i've been neglecting my daily mobile diary a.k.a calendar entry for 2 months now.. :(
• maintain a weight average - this is once i get my old figure back.
• develop a study habit - yes. i need this. :(

ok. so far these are all i can think of. will update if there are additions.. :)

sheesh God bless thy soul! *wink*

Arrivaderci

:))