*sigh*
crazy how after all these years I'd still come to think of you. what exactly did you do that made me so into you? what did you do that after all the time that went by I'd still end up wanting to go back to when it was us. i guess it was because you never really made me feel like i needed something else. you gave everything. and though we had our issues, it was always you who - not had to but wanted to - make adjustments and sacrifices.
i denied ever having to feel anything remotely close to love with you coz' i was afraid of giving in, i guess. i was afraid of finally admitting that the one person i convinced and told myself that i wouldn't and didn't take seriously was THE one person who actually made me realize that i was. i was afraid to admit that you had such an impact on my life. so i tried my best then to mask how i felt.
i was such a pain to you. and yet you ALWAYS compromised. you understood and you forgave even if I DIDN'T. you didn't make me feel like i had to explain and that i had to say sorry even though deep down i knew i was at fault.
i took for granted the things you did when you did. but at the end of the day, just before i sleep. i knew how blessed i was to have someone like you. you didn't know this cause i never really got the chance to tell you. and to make you feel it. we never really had the chance to get together after. but i really want you to know.
. . . I'll say I LOVE YOU somehow
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