My ♥

*sob* *sob* *sob*

My  ❥ is breaking!

*sob* *sob* *sob*

forgive thy Wimpy for having an EMO moment. (more than the usual atleast)

i just can't  . . it's just that . . aw screw this!

hahaha

this is one senseless post i have here.

again.. i apologize.. lol

*sob* *sob* *sob*

*sob* *sob* *sob*

Arrivaderci

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Medley

A Peek of the Music that i love to listen to

Harry Potter 7 (part 1)

1st day of the HP premiere and me and Rougie were there to watch part 1 of the last HP phenomenon. hindi gaanong obvious na HP fans eh noh? :)) enihu!

the movie was great, for me at least. you would not be able to take your eyes off the screen! from the beginning of the movie you'd really see that it's action packed. seriously. about a few minutes into it and you'd feel the need to catch your breath, to hold on to something and to scream. its funny really, not the film but our reactions, we'd (especially me) both share startled shrieks, look at each other then laugh!.. earlier i thought they overdid the 'element-of-surprise' a bit, but now that i remember how much i enjoyed it, i'd say it was just the right amount of 'shockers' ;))

as expected, having He-who-must-not-be-named back, it was very very DARK. by the time you get to the middle part of the movie you'd be at the edge of your seats. i was in awe at how perfectly everything has been done and portrayed. from the ah-ma-zing effects, to how well played the characters were, how apparent it was that the cast were at the 'top-of-their-game' and not to mention of course the story. 

ooooh! and Dobby's appearance and inclusion made a huge difference on the film. there were a lot of dobby moments that just had to be treasured.. TOPS: 1. dobby hanging on & unscrewing the chandelier to save Hermione, "trying" not to kill Bellatrix but only to injure her really badly. lol (something like that ;P) 2. his VERY sad death *sob*. i could not help but cry (i mean really cried) during this part! esp. when Harry was cradling him in his arms while dobby said that he's happy that during his last moments he was surrounded by his friends. *sob* T_T

just as the 'ending' scene was showing, i was already thinking. . 

"I CANNOT WAIT FOR DEATHLY HALLOWS (part 2)!!"

phew till now i still have scenes of the movie on my mind! i definitely have to watch this again.. :))

Cuckoo 0.o

oh me oh my! what is uuuup my luvies? :)) i am feeling a strong sense of ambivalence right now and it is driving me up the wall! at one point i'm suddenly all fluttery and happy inside and i'm fiery and convulsed the next.. it's like i want to kiss and hug and cuddle someone but also punch and kick and slap someone as well! gaaaah! sheesh i absolutely cannot stay still! teehee talk about going crazy huh. and if i don't get to vent on someone or something right now i'm going to freak!

phew! it helps being able to write about it though. at least i'm blowing some of this steam off. baahaa! yeah right, like writing about it is enough! ooooh blowing off this kind of steam is like that of a 'steam train', picture if you will! hahaha okay wimpy, enough of the crazy! breath, chill, relax YOU CRAZY!

sounding more and more like a demented nut huh? haha enuf! this post is as berserk as the one writing it! haha will post a new entry of recent updates on wacko. hmmmm  Wimpy the Wacko has a nice ring to it eh?! LoL

School Hymns

while i was doing the laundry i caught myself humming a certain tune, at first i thought it was just a song i heard, moments after i realized that it was the school hymn from my previous school. snippets of flashbacks suddenly played through my mind like a slideshow! hahaha i loved it! here are the said school anthems. teehee

The Greentree School

We are a family chosen by God

To be the light for this generation

We have a mission founded in faith

To build a strong foundation for eternity

ref:

Through education

We help grow a life

Through our lives we can share His love

chorus:

Born in prayer and vision

One in spirit building in life

Pursuing excellence

and Godly character

Greentree school is melody of faith and sacrifice

We are a family chosen by God

Bearer of truth and life

We have a mission founded in faith

To build a strong foundation for eternity

Rep Ref

Born in prayer and vision

One in spirit building in life

Pursuing excellence

and Godly character

Greentree school is melody of

love of country and of God

hahaha! i love it! i suddenly remembered how crazy i was in this school, i went from being fresh meat to miss popular to an outcast to a rebel then finally just a normal student. ;)) i super miss my HS days! :)) 

Others before Myself

earlier i was asked --

What is Happiness for You?

this is a no-brainer! seriously, w/o second thoughts i answered: when i see everyone around me truly happy then thats when I'M happy! no really, this ain't some char. when i see the people i love and care for happy? (and not just happy on the outside, i mean really truly experiencing genuine happiness? THAT's when i can say that i'll be happy..

*sighs*

Weak

hala oie, gina kapoy man pud diay ko noh? not physically . . i mean . . Gah, i dunno, basta gi kapoy ko w/ something. huuur wala lang jud koy kusog to do it, mind setting lang man unta ang kaylangan. sheeeesh and here i'm thinking how badly i needed a break, how badly i needed to get through this, coz' ya know why? If I don't? i'm gonna break! i'm a the point where i feel like just one more of whatever it is that's bugging me and i'll crack! seriously. i've said this a lot! i keep saying this so much that i'm starting to lose count.. and EVERY SINGLE TIME i tell myself to do it, a freakin' 'force' happens/comes and i go back to square one. yeap, Square One! not a few steps back, noooooo. it's always freakin Square one!!!!!

come to think of it, now that i recall just how often i say what i say and try to do what i've been meaning to do, and just end up not doing it? it frustrates me! i mean i feel that i can do this, i really REALLY want to do this, i NEED to do this (for my own freakin sake), i just don't know if i CAN. i don't get how weak i've become, i don't know when i started going feeble. i mean this should be easy! no really, it should, no, scratch that . it IS! but why can't i? why do i fail myself because of one teeny little factor?

i think i need to read my journal again. try to refresh my thoughts on the subject, maybe i'll be able to get some insights, maybe i'll be enlightened, maybe i'll get the answers there. ok, it's settled, i have a date with my wimpy when i get home.

enough with all this drama. all this thinking is getting my head screwed up. ok, stoic mode. *breathes and closes eyes, phew* (Barbie w/ a smile plastered on her face) ^__^

Arrivaderci

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What Would I Do If . . .

. . I WON THE LOTTERY

haha yeah right, as.if! this is more of my Mama & Ate's 'thing'.. teehee but enihu. true though, what WOULD i do if i won the lottery? me and my sisters talked about this a couple of times already.. what did i say again? HAHA i'll see if i can remember everything..

So let's just say i bet on the SuperLotto 6/49 (whatever this is :D) the jackpot would be a whopping Php 38,216,160.00 *jaw drops* hmmm maybe i should consider playing this after all?! hahaha enihu, what could/would i do if i get my hands on this huge amount of cash?!

• give half of the winnings to charity
• give half of half to my Church
• give tons to both my Lola's
• get their houses fixed and buy em new furnitures
• get OUR house fixed (both here and CDO)
• give to my relatives in Cagayan Valley ^^, i love them
• invest a business for me, my two ate's & kuya
• pay whatever debt's my family has (do we have?)
• but 'Lots'
• treat my family to wherever/whatever they want to go/do/buy
• treat A'wangs & other buddies (nakz)
• lastly . . .
• buy whatever i want :)

heeee ok, looking at the things above? i'll have no money left after.. haha but it would be money well spent.. for sure! hahaha enihu. thats it..

Arrivaderci

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Unattainable T_T

I've said this for the gazillion-th time already and i'm starting to get fed up by how feeble i get when it comes to you. it sucks how i easily become fragile and powerless w/ you. just a glimpse and *poof* i'm suddenly in this unstable, wobbly, wishy-washy state and i feel like i've turned into a puny wimp who's at the mercy of her own self. It always ends up like this and its driving me up the wall!

~get a grip on yourself girly!! sheesh~

so apparently ze puny, weakly, hopeless wimp is back to square one (A-freakin'-GAIN). i am fudgin' fed up w/ this! i won't even make efforts no more. i'm just gon' let whatever is supposed to happen, happen. i've exerted too much effort on trying to get over this. but i fudging can't! so thats it!

QUE SERA SERA! yeap! . . whatever will be, will freakin be! haha

Intended

i sure as hell, will not tolerate stupidity. ok lang sana if klaro na di talaga alam. but SERIOUSLY! making yourself intentionally stupid? WTF?! you do not have to dumb yourself down to fit into something, to be 'in', to be 'known'. don't try to be like someone else. BE YOURSELF, you never know, they might actually like the real you. and so what if they don't. if there's one thing i learned from being in different cliques, and being w/ different types of people? it's that YOU CAN'T PLEASE EVERYONE! 

now why am i so infuriated? cause i know you, i know what your capable of, i know your smart, and i know for sure that the you before is much MUCH better than the one your becoming. i loved being w/ the quirky girl that laughs (and makes me laugh) at the silliest jokes. says what she thinks, not letting others push her around and knows and loves who she really is. I MISS THAT GIRL!

i can't tell you what to do, i can only speak my mind. and i hope you'll listen to me when i say that you're not the kind of person that can easily be influenced to do something. especially when that something is stupid. i can look beyond the clothes, the looks, i can even look past the snobbish bit. but i can't take seeing you doing moronic acts to get Their acknowledgement. again, don't dumb yourself down!

*sigh* i  know this'll prolly be ignored. but if for just the slightest chance you might take this seriously. i know that the girl i knew is still there. I MISS YOU!

and i hope.wish.pray to see YOU.

AswangZ

hey guys! felt like blogging another 'start-of-the-sem' entry, only this time imma include pictures.. teehee of course the start of the sem would be a new beginning or more like a new batch of craziness by the Aswangs: Barbie, Rougie, Dara, Aubrey, Apple (and the always missing April) :))

for a flashback of the previous hang-outs nang 'wangz, check out our pixies! (take note, we had a total of 2 albums on FB dedicated to the wangz pics and both are full. ^_^) here's the linky ->

• ASWANG's (1) •

• ASWANG's (2) •

so we had a pixie trip earlier and here it eeeez.. haha Warning: the ff. images you are about to see may make you think we're crazy! haha but no biggie! haha cuz we AAARE!! LOLz 

(PIXIES BELOW L-R:Rougie, Me & Dara)

(Smallest Eyes)

(Tongue Trip)

(Piggy Nose)

(Penny for your Thoughts)

(Donations Anyone?)

(Biggest Eyes)

i missed these guys soo muchie! ;))

more updates on the dudettes soon! haha by the way, some are missing.. huuuu next A'wang dedicated entry hopefully we'd be complete.. :)

Arrivaderci

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Sign? :( please be safe

lets talk about intuition shall we? so what exactly is intuition?

Intuition is a feeling, hunch, idea, foreboding, foreknowledge, forewarning, premonition, notion, suspicion, qualm, gut reaction, perception, etc. others think of it as a second-sight/sixth sense.

to make it clearer, its that sudden feeling of agitation, anxiety, nervousness, suspicion, unease, discomfort, uncertainty and all that. its that feeling in your gut, sort of like the butterfly in your stomach kind of feeling only 10x worse.

yes, i know at some point in your life you've felt that, we all have. now i don't know about you guys but i HATE having those 'gut feelings'. seriously! i hate them. why? cause usually about 9.5:10 of the time after i get them something bad happens after. whether it be a minor problem or a huge news, but its usually bad. :((

i'm telling you all this cause for a while now I've been having these intuitions (and not the few days 'while', but more like the months kind of while, (2) to be exact, and running three it seems). now, you might be thinking 'hey! thats a long time and nothing has happened yet right? so it's probably nothing. CHILL'. i know, cause sometimes i force myself to think that too. and true that it prolly might be nothing. but i just can't help but think that this may really be something. *sighs* why?

cause i'm having these 'intuitions'/gut feeling's now.. as we speak i am having a hard time breathing. thats how bad it is now, it's gotten real bad that i'm trembling.. HUHUHU :(( what could this be? oh God!.. i may sound crazy but Dear God, please keep my family, friends, and everyone i care for SAFE. PLEASE *sob* :(( GUYS, Please keep safe! Please!! sheeeeesh

i have to take a breather so this'll be it. again. be safe. :(

To Start Anew

it's the start of 2nd sem tomorrow and w/ that a new resolution has to be made. but unlike my previous resolutions that weren't taken seriously, this time i'm going to be religious about sticking w/ it. *fingers crossed* cyeah! i myself am quite skeptic that i'll be able to stick to this resolution to the very end of the sem. but let this post/entry serve as a promise to myself. if for any reason ze Wimp will be unable to fulfill thy promise. i will make up for it on another day. so what are the resolutions/promises i'm talking about? here goes :

• do not be late for class - since me haz a 7:30am sched! (does a silent prayer, is it too late to back out? LOL)
• do not be absent - unless the reason is valid a.k.a matter of life & death/unavoidable shitz.. i'm sick of having low grades just coz of my absences.. ;D
• wake up early - even on no class days. ^^, yes! why? bcuz of ze one below
• start a daily exercise routine - w/c includes jogging, sit-ups, swimming(atleast once a week), and any other routine that can be done daily.
• get my mobile diary back - huu i've been neglecting my daily mobile diary a.k.a calendar entry for 2 months now.. :(
• maintain a weight average - this is once i get my old figure back.
• develop a study habit - yes. i need this. :(

ok. so far these are all i can think of. will update if there are additions.. :)

sheesh God bless thy soul! *wink*

Arrivaderci

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10.26.10

start of the detailed summary of ze trip.. hurrrah! day of the trip and Wimpy started off feeling stoic.. really, i was like.. uhhhh okay? whats supposed to happen? haha talk about unexperienced much? :) so enihu, i finally got around to packing everything (packed light. just one trolley ^^,. practical traveler parin ako hee) then went to G-Mall to buy a few things and met up w/ Rougie & Dara.. ^^ then off to magic touch to get my brows threaded (tama bah? i think me mali.. bah whateve!) . . wait . . sobrang detailed na! hahahaha pardon the boring parts.. :))

enihu! FF to ze airport! so there we were, a total of 20 people outside, so just as were were about to go in, we hear an announcement saying that our flight was CANCELLED *bummer right?* so yeah.. FF ulit else i'm gon be yapping bout boring stuff again.. :)) so yeah the airlines said the accommodations would be at Apo View Hotel! yeeehaw! so here are the pixies!

(Bored, okay not really.. more like vain :P)

(tee hee)

(and another one! :D)

so i knew we would be leaving reeeeeally early, so decided not to sleep! haha so the whole time i chatted w/ ate cham (my roomie), telebabad w/ Law (w/c i found out he sprained his ankle while talking to me, - though i have no idea how the heck it happened), and the CB's jammed sa room! :)) all in all it was F-U-N!! weeee

done w/ day 1! haha still hafta wait for the pixies to continue w/ the summary.. hahaha

Arrivaderci

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