It's Been 7 Years. ♥

BLOGGING HIATUS at a break once again. i seriously am sorry dear Wimpy. i've been neglecting you too much already. it just isn't right anymore. but my life has been a mix of . . well . . alot!

this is what i can say for now though. right now i am truly very very happy! i haven't felt this way in a while. not just a while. more like 7 freaking years. yes. this time i can feel as though almost everything is perfect. everything is falling into place.

and now. well. i want to thank YOU. yes. You. *sigh*

i'm seriously at a loss for words. -_-

Misunderstood

often times i hear judgments made about me, about who i am, how i behave and for some f*cked up reason, even about how i feel. i really just let these things pass. in on one ear out the other?. .  yeah. and apparently now i hear another of these "comments" made.

But, there are times that these wise-cracks get to me. there are those dictum's every once in a while that really bother me. now i won't specify what those were. and who said them. but to the one who made that comment? . .

here's my two cents for you:

you have the right to say stuff. you have the right to your opinion. you have the right to think certain things. BUT once you hurt someone w/ it? whether it be direct or not? that's the time you need to stop and think about what comes out of your mind. about what you say and what is being heard by others especially if you're backstabbing them. cause you know what? that person (in this case me) may be smiling on the outside? but really? . . .

in my mind i am conjuring up millions of ways to murder you. (of course i wouldn't really. but the thought of it is enough to make me smile). i may look like a sweet-heart on the outside but you have no idea what i really am.