Heart is constricted with pain. when you were once so afraid of feeling this again. when now there's nothing else you can do because yet again your faced with hurt. the kind of hurt you promised yourself once-upon-a-heartbreak-not-so-long-ago that you wouldn't want yourself to go through anytime soon. when you are just so pissed at yourself for being so feeble. for giving in so easily despite the hurt you - for countless nights - cried yourself to sleep to. for right now wanting soo badly to kick yourself in the gut cause yet again you are being completely.utterly.down-right STUPID.
For feeling so drained and exhausted cause yet again you are at a loss as to what you are supposed to do.
Im tired. all of me is.
Iwanttobestoicagain.
Arriverdercci.
:'(
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