Leap?

should i?

tagal2x  na rin na I've been keeping my guards up. tagal na since i last opened myself up completely and let someone in my life w/o being cautious. thats cause last time i did so was about 6 yrs ago. 6 very long years of not letting someone get too near me w/o me trying to push them away, or if not. build a wall or make things clear that i don't want anything like 'that' to develop.

as for the reason to why i did that. . well, honestly i don't know anymore. all i know is that for years this has been my intuitive reaction once i feel something brewing w/ s certain someone. (no wonder! lmao)

so point is. should i? i mean should i give someone a pass? sometimes i feel like i should. and just as i'm about to. i close off again.