*SOB*

*sigh* alam mo? grabe ka bah. grabe kayo. your making things really hard for me to handle. never in my wildest dreams did i ever think that i'd have problems concerning this. ayokong isipin na magiging issue ito but it is. and you know what the worst part of it is? it's that i have no-one to talk to about it. kung meron man matakot rin akong mag open-up. God knows how this'll end. and i'm absolutely clueless as to how to even start it.

try as i may to work this out? try as i may to even handle this dilemma? but i am breaking apart at the prospect of confirming this. this is mainly because i am scared to death about the situation. i am absolutely positively terrified of this. ayokong isipin na totoo to.

somebody. anybody. help?

Trying To Fight It

i really really am. but it's getting harder and harder. i do NOT want it to be like this. at least i don't think so.

i'm trying oh so hard to fight this cause i know, or at least i fear of the things that i might hear after.

it's really frustrating! so frustrating sarap e iyak!

i have two choices here.. either SUCK IT UP and continue being in this state or come right out and face this and see what happens.. HAAAALP!